Teaser

Spain has been incredible, I've had so much fun and learned so much, not only about the area but from the people here as well. I can't tell you how my life and my faith has changed because of this trip, I don't think I know it all yet.

All I can say for now is that our final rap up meeting on the beach tonight was so perfect, there was so much fellowship and so much love in that circle tonight. We're all tired, we're all ready to get home and after a very hectic schedule and many LONG days we are probably all holding on by very thin threads, but tonight, you would have thought we just got here! It was nothing but smiles and joy as we went around the circle talking about our favorite parts of each other and of the week.

I'll be back later to tell more, but for now here's a picture from tonight...

Off to Spain!

So I'm off to Spain in two days! I'm very excited and very nervous all at the same time...

I CAN'T wait to get over there and start helping!

However, a little part of me can't help but feel a bit horrible about the fact that I've only raised $700 for a $2700 trip. I will be coming back and needing to still raise more money to cover these costs which makes me nervous because:
1) I don't have the money to cover it
2) I would think it would be much harder to raise this money after the fact than before hand

I'm not going to let the money stand in my way though! Now if I could just find the time to pack between my date tonight :-), and small group tomorrow night...Hmmmmm.

It'll get done I'm sure!

Back in 1 1/2 weeks to tell you all about it!

What about teaching?

For the past 8-10 months I've been doing quite a bit of soul searching, trying to figure out what it is that I want to do with my life...(BIG QUESTION)

A lot of ideas have been thrown around in my head and the only thing I'm completely sure on is that I would like to work Monday-Friday, daytime hours. I have a love for children, event planning, using creativity while at work, and having each day be different. However beyond that I don't really know what I want...or how to incorporate all these things into my daily job.

For a long time I feel it's been weighing on my heart to work for the church, or to do something where I feel I am getting fulfilled every day by my job, making a difference everyday...I just don't feel that being an admin asst. for an Ad Firm is accomplishing this. I love my job here, and the people I work with are great, but I just feel like I could be doing more, making a bigger impact. However in these economic times it's not really the time to be switching jobs.

For the past few months teaching has been a constant idea I keep coming back to. I could use my creativity every day, I'd have some excellent vacation time (that's not a big seller as I already do have more vacation time than I know what to do with), and I feel like I would really feel fulfilled everyday...or if not everyday at least every week.

This is one of those decisions that is going to wrack my brain for at least the next 6 months while I pray about it and think about it constantly, and there are so many obstacles standing in my way, for starters, I don't have a degree in education...I have a degree in Hotel, Restaurant, and Tourism Management...however, in GA you don't need a education degree to teach. But to make any money at it you need to get a masters, which I don't have, nor do I have the money to go back to school right now. And I still won't make a whole lot of money, but as long as I can pay my bills and live comfortably I'm not too concerned about it...these are the things that fly around in my head every day! And this is only one of the many jobs I'm thinking about in my very confused head....

Just thought I would share, and see if anyone has any insights.